Thursday, July 07, 2005
I seemed so far away today with my group of friends.. Sometimes im juz not in the mood, but i do try to mingle and speak up.. Where's the energetic and crazy side of me? Somehow it's disappeared somewhere and im struggling to get it back.. Urgh..
Someone's happening today.. hEhee.. Finally got to talk to a few new friends ive made.. Cant believe there's only two females in keyboard class - Michelle and myself.. Wow.. Gez i gotta get used to being around guys.. Shouldnt be a problem since i used to be a tomboy once upon a time.. Haha..
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Shibz.. I cant be bothered with you anymore.. Do what you wanna do coz what i used to feel got stolen by you.. And what did you do to it? Correct - You crushed it into small tiny powdered smithereens and flushed it all down the toilet bowl..
Now.. It's hard to move on.. Hard to speak up to the opposite gender.. Hard to even say "Hi".. And when i feel the butterflies in my tummy fluttering around for some adventure, i get the heebie jeebies and im scared.. Stoned..
Thank you..
Thank you for giving me all this shit..
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Ate at Subway for lunch with the guys today.. Well actually, it was a take away.. It was the first time i ever tasted the sandwiches, not including the cookies(Which FYI, are really sweet.. Scary..) and i must say, they taste pretty good.. Would recommend all the richie rich ass kids to lunch there at a regulary basis.. heh.. OoOoo..
Alrite.. Gotta lift some weights then take a nap.. Man im such a bummer.. Boo!
2:47 PM